this is my lil dalmation doggie maisy who completely stopped eating about a week ago it turned out she had a really aggressive cancer and was wasting away to nothing so she was put down today. she was the cutest and happiest pup and now both the dogs i grew up with have gone :-( they were both such lil characters im so glad i had them as my friends while i was growing up!!
Buy me cute underwear and oversized hoodies and let me fall asleep in your lap
the university of st mark and St. John!! a very good teacher training uni 😍
i had an intetview at marjon and it was lovely my interviewer was so nice she told me im leaps and bounds ahead of other TEACHERS she knows and that she doesnt care if i go to marjon or not but i absolutely have to be a primary school teacher she was so kind and im feeling so inspired im so passionate about teaching i just wanna leanrn how to teach now put me in coach im ready
what the dicks
my therapist recommended i look up panic attacks/disorder more and i ended up looking at youtube vids of people having panic attacks and
they are so
when i panic i am completely out of control shake i cry i scream and hyperventilate n convulse n shout i feel like im going to die and its so ugly
the thought of picking up a camera n calmly describing how i feel to it…. no……….. i can barely talk !!!
idk if its because my panic causes me to want to hurt myself so my body almost shuts down im like in physical distress about eXISTING but i swear i just want to talk to someone else who has similar experiences to me. half the stuff ive found talks about panic disorder as a one off panic attacks but its not one off its every day sometimes i get full blown attacks 5 6 times a day and limited symptom attacks every few hours. and i get extrrreme outbursts of emotion with it and it sucks to feel abnormal even with a diagnosis . i wish there was community of people who have panic disorder with advice blogs i want to hear peoples experiences with constant panic because this effects my daily life and everything important in it, its become a genuine disability :-(
Louis-Jean-François Lagrenée,Mars & Venus: “Allegory of Peace” (detail) 1770.